So today is my birthday and it has been a pretty good day, aside from having to spend 8 hours of it at work, but hey - gotta make the money. Tonight I have rehearsal for Bus Stop. Acting is my passion so what better way to spend my birthday. Then I get to go home where an incredible man will be waiting for me.
This is going to be a fabulous year. It's going to have some very real and sad moments I realize, but this year is going to change my life forever.
As of right now, I have 18 days left with said incredible guy before he leaves for training in California for 90 days. I realize 3 months is not that terribly long, especially knowing I may be without him for an entire year starting this December, but all I can think is I can't touch him, kiss him, hug him, feel his hands running through my hair as he often does. I know I will talk to him daily and share everything with him just like I do now, but it breaks my heart to not have him physically in front of me. His smell! I love the way he smells. It's not a cologne or anything per say, but just his scent and I know it well and am in love with it.
